Monday, January 24, 2022

What's On My Mind

I can't even tell you 

What's on my mind That thing changes

At any given time

Steadily looking for some answers

But there are more questions

That I find

Which continually shifts the landscape

As I leave the past behind

So the future must also shift

As the present moment remains

My greatest gift

Next to life, breath, and wisdom

If you ask, I might just share some

I've walked a rocky path

And made plenty of mistakes

Encountered many challenges and

Learned many lessons 

So I take 

Time to inventory

And give glimpses of a story

Still being written 

By destiny's pen

I am an evolving creature

With a universe 

Living in my skin.



Monday, August 23, 2021

What I looked for

 I looked for happiness & found joy
I looked for passion & found purpose
I looked for perfection & found beauty
I looked for riches & found wealth
I never looked for love
Love was always within me
Just like all the things I needed
And not the things I wanted
Were always there.



When your voice has faltered
If you can't scream or shout
You have the choice
To "Write It Out"
Let the pen be your sword
A weapon of redemption
Let the lines on the page
Draw paths to freedom
Cut the chains of silent rage
Illustrate the door
You once looked for
See the sky full of open portals
Unclip your wings and soar.

Beaded pen created by me, May 2020. 



Sunday, August 8, 2021

8/8 Free-write

 The calendar date is 8/8

21st year of the 21st century

We're all embarking on new beginnings

Today I can say what that means to me

I'm not a rapper nor a poet

Just an understanding that I'm lyrically-inclined

Accept my call to be a writer

Showing the world what I see

When I read between the lines

Whenever I push a pen across paper

Or bang on and on the digital device's keys

It's often a petition or prayer

About the things in my life 

That bring us to our knees 

Sometimes it's simply a reflection

Upon an observation of a temporary thing

Sometimes I express my adoration 

For what I find beautiful & it makes my heart sing

Whatever the case may be, my expression is intentional

You may find it boring or unconventional 

You may feel uncomfortable in learning 

"I don't care" about your judgment of this matter

And it's already okay (and always was) for me

What I aspire to be, is not controlled by

The gaze of passing strangers

I see no danger in the undertaking of my life

As it becomes fully formed, like butterfly wings

If perchance you encounter these words 

I hope your mind is expanding with wisdom

Not my own, but the wisdom of the ages

From the encounters you've had at 

All of life's various growth stages

I pray you cocoon yourself in what nourishes your growth

And when you emerge, you are better

And wiser, faster and stronger 

I pray you are rewarded for nurturing your own rebirth

And the sky in which you fly

Is the vast expanse of the universe. 


Friday, May 21, 2021

#MyBeadingYear

I'm still here, creating & thinking
Super-late to update #MyBeadingYear
Lots of twists & turns on
An uncertain path
Working on staying focused
Time marches forward so fast
Took a Hawaiian vacation
For my mental restoration
Returned to a work situation
Riddled with many frustrations
But it's neither here nor there
God is great, God is everywhere
Most importantly
I know that God lives within me
So, empowered with divine creativity
I move with peace, to experience
Increase, exponentially & infinitely.